Thursday, January 26, 2012

Step One; Scary as Hell

How do I go about this? I want to thank all of you that reached out to me after my last post.  I also want to thank those of you who are helping me to reach some of these dreams on my bucket list. It is an incredible feeling to have people support and help me with this. It is scary to share your secret dreams with the world. It seems presumptuous to say that I am capable of all of these things on my bucket list but I think there is a dividing line between people, people who dream; and people who believe they can accomplish that dream.  But there is one more piece to it. You have to take it a step farther and act on that dream. The best intension is only as strong as the action behind it.  So how does a person cross over from dreaming to acting? That is a tough one. I think so many of us dream of that moment our path crosses that one right person that you can finally reach your full potential. But how many of us are going to meet that one right person. You have to make the opportunity. You have to schedule that chance encounter. So this is what I am going to try to do. A campaign of sorts. In this day of social media and instant fame on youtube, there has to be a way to get this message out.  So I need your help, and I need your friends help, and I need their friends help. Here I am just a girl with a dream without the slightest clue how to get from step one to step two, or step twenty two for that matter. So I am devising a plan, one step being that I am asking you to share this blog with friends. I am also going to make a Youtube video plea to Lady Gaga asking for her to let me design her an outfit. But just posting a video isn’t going to do it. I need you to watch it, I need you to share it, and I need them to share it and so on. I want to believe that my wildest dreams are possible. If there is anything I want my daughter Makena to know is that her dreams are possible and that her Mom didn’t give up. Not in Life, not in health, and not in her dreams. So how does one go about accomplishing their dream? Well I am not sure, but I am going to take you with me. I will update you on the ups and downs and when I reach that goal. This dream that seems like just that, an imagination, you will know just as I know that this is possible, and if I can get my dreams well that means that you can too. Thanks to my friends, to your friends and their friends in advance. I know this is a world that supports people deepest dreams. I can do this.
P.S. I will update with video info as soon as I have it.

1 comment:

  1. Megan Elizabeth....regarding your hot flashes, when I was on Tamoxifen, I started having them too. My doc, the Great Graydon Harker, prescribed Effexor and I continued using 800 IU of Vitamin C daily. That helped to greatly diminish them. I have been off Tamoxifen now a year, and I still take 400 IU Vit C daily, and rarely have a hot flash now. I always run on the warmer side, so when I sleep it is usually with just a top sheet, hubby has elec blanket and 2 blankets besides. I am rarely cold these days, I say, when I am cold, it usually means I am coming down with something (cold usually).

    My thoughts and prayers go out to you. This is a tough diagnosis, and you have a support system in place with your husband it sound like. God bless you and your family thru this trial.

    Sharon, West Jordan

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